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“I’m Hope”

I like my name. It’s mostly just mine. In fact, I’ve met maybe two Hopes in my entire life. The year I was born, Hope ranked #435 in popularity, right after Ladonna and Hazel.

Good.

And I like that H-o-p-e isn’t just a proper noun. Those four letters and their variants can be a common noun, adjective, adverb, verb, transitive verb, intransitive verb, and pronoun.  That’s a hard working, flexible word. That’s a word you can count on.

Yet sometimes my name annoys me. What am I supposed to be hoping for? Hope springs eternal, and all that? Is it’s mocking me (especially those times I don’t feel hopeful about much of anything)?

Then it hits me. My name isn’t just for me.

A week ago I met a homeless man in a wheelchair. Moving slowly up a Seattle hill, he used his only leg to slowly push himself up backward. Waiting for my 6 a.m. ride to my day job, I asked him if I could push him the rest of the way up. “No,” he said quietly. “I’m okay.” He crept up the hill: Push. pause. Push. pause. Push. pause.

I saw him again the next day, and the next. Push. pause. Push. pause. “Can I help you up the hill?” I asked each day. “No,” he whispered. “I’m okay.”

On the the third day, he passed me as usual, but then rolled back down to me. “Excuse me,” he said. “I’m really hungry. Do you have anything I could eat?” I didn’t, and I didn’t have any cash on me, to boot. “That’s okay,” he whispered.

“No, it’s not,” I insisted. “Tomorrow I’m bringing you breakfast. Okay?” I don’t think he believed me, so I stuck out my hand. “I’m Hope.”

The next morning I handed a bag to my new friend, “C,” and since it was a Friday, I’d packed enough food for a couple of breakfasts. And he finally let me push him up the hill. When we reached the top, my van had pulled up, and he said, “See you Monday.”

“Yes, you will.”

I was born in Chicago on a cold Easter Sunday morning, and when the nurse asked my parents, Anna and Richard, what name to put on the birth certificate, they told her “Deborah Joy,” the name they’d agreed upon if I was a girl.

Off the nurse went, presumably, to make me officially “Deborah Joy.” My dad, I’m told, left with her, to head home to tell their existing two daughters about their new sister.

Soon, though, my mother tracked down the nurse. “Don’t put Deborah Joy on her birth certificate,” she told her. “Put down Hope Cathleen.” And the nurse did.

As it turns out, my name isn’t really just for me at all.

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Ice Cream I Have Loved

When I heard that July is National Ice Cream Month, I assumed the celebration was brought to us by ice cream manufacturers and distributors. A mere publicity stunt?

Not so, I learned. The special month was designated in 1984 by the same U.S. president who catapulted Jelly Bellies to national prominence: Ronald Reagan.  

This month, I am doing my best to honor the former president’s wishes to give ice cream its due, and I’m reminiscing about a few memorable servings I’ve had in my life:

Hill’s Drug Store, Mukwonago, Wisconsin

As kids, we’d sometimes go to town, where two stores sat prominently on Mukwonago’s main drag, one on either side of the street: Hill’s Department Store and Hill’s Drug Store. Owned by brothers, the stores were pretty much the only commerce in the small town. (Mukwonago now has a Wal-Mart Supercenter, but no sign of the Hills brothers.)

My hands-down fave of the two was the drug store. In addition to a long counter of candy behind glass – and we could buy in quantities as little as 25 cents – the store served three favors of ice cream: vanilla, chocolate, and butter pecan.

I’d had vanilla (which I consider merely a carrier for things such as chocolate sauce or pie), and I’d had chocolate, but I’d never had butter pecan. Why would someone put butter on ice cream?! I ordered a cone. Oh, my. Butter pecan became my fave.

Building site, Crown Point, Indiana

In Wisconsin, winters beg for sledding. Our neighbors lived atop a very steep hill and next to a house that was under construction in all the years I lived in the neighborhood. Workers had to wait until summer to work on the house, so its shell sat vacant for several months of the year.

Just after Christmas one year, we all bundled up and traipsed down the road and up the hill to the non-house. The two families were having a sledding party. For what seemed like hours, we trudged up the hill through crunchy snow for the payoff of soaring down the snow-packed driveway — flying in the frigid air.

Finally at dusk, we were called into the non-house and given a task: Crush candy canes and put them into the ice cream makings. Once the mission accomplished, we took turns cranking and cranking the wooden ice cream maker.

After what seemed to be hours later, the ice cream was done. There were probably 10+ people there, so we all had only a small scoop of the treat. Oh, how I wished that we’d made more, so much more … I’ve never had peppermint ice cream quite like that again.

Union Train Station, Chicago, Illinois

I was 13 years old and had convinced my parents to let me take Amtrak to Lake Geneva, Wisconsin, to visit a friend. Having arrived at the train station early (it was gorgeous, lots of columns, and 1925 architecture), I had about two hours to kill. I meandered around and finally stopped just outside an eatery with a counter and bored waitress. 

A blackboard listed the menu — including “chocolate ice cream sodas.” I’d never heard of them before, but I liked chocolate and I liked soda, so I bellied up to the lunch counter. One sip into it, I knew I’d never be the same: fizzy, creamy, chocolaty loveliness. 

I returned to the train station a few years later, but the eatery had vanished. I spent the next two decades searching for a chocolate ice cream soda to match my first, but never found one. I finally bought soda glasses and experimented with making my own. After years of not quite getting it right, while standing near an ice cream shop in Bellevue, Washington, I overheard the secret to making a Union-Station-worthy ice cream soda: Add a dallop of milk after adding chocolate syrup, soda water, and ice cream.

Now, go and do likewise.

 

 

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Where Did the Time Go?

I’ve been thinking about Time lately.

We have so many ways to talk about Time: “no time like the present,” “don’t waste time,” “time is of the essence,” “time is precious.”  You get the idea.

But what in the world is Time?  

For centuries, philosophers and scientists have asked that question. They still don’t agree on an answer.

Sir Isaac Newton considered Time to be part of the universe’s structure, kind of  like the film strip to an endless movie.  (He wouldn’t have thought of  “movie,” of course, but I find that a helpful way to understand his notion.)  Others say Time isn’t a thing, and it isn’t an event in and of  itself.

I like Newton’s idea, which allows for time travel (and I’m all for that). But I also like his idea because I have a hard time believing that events simply evaporate. I better like the idea that once a moment is over, that moment goes into  God’s Time Storage Unit.

And if we find that celestial storage unit, we can check out a moment and relive it. At the very least, we could look at it again.

Wait, look at a moment again? Maybe that makes our memories the Time Storage units that God has given to each of us.

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The Duke, et al

John WayneOn the drive home from church today, my 11-year began singing the theme of a classic western. In a low rumble, from the backseat, she sang, “Chisum! Chisum!”

I continue to introduce my 11-year-old to classic TV and movies.  Our latest series has been Mission Impossible (a la Martin Landau, Peter Graves). The latest classic film star introduction was, at last, John Wayne. I show her these classics because, I say, they are so much in our lexicon. That week on NPR, a news reporter referred to Mission Impossible. At church this morning, the pastor mentioned John Wayne in a story. (He also mentioned Barney Fife, so I have to add The Andy Griffith Show to our list.) That is my excuse for indulging in old shows, or so I say. But I think there is more to it than that.

I am no longer anyone’s demographic. Not for music; not for film. But I never actually was in a demographic, when it comes down to it.  I find myself having a newfound relationship with the writer of Ecclesiastes. “What has been will be again, what has been done will be done again; there is nothing new under the sun,” he says in Ecc. 1:9.  Regardless of the hype, press, and glossy movie stars, I am mostly bored by films in the last 10 years (especially). It’s all been done — and usually better.

Sure, the occasional good movie or good TV show grace our eyeballs, but mostly “Meaningless, all is meaningless.” At least  decades ago, they had fun while doing it. Next up, Elvis Presley.

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Must-See TV

A-Team

Netflix comes through with 1980s' TV shows such as the A-Team.

 

I don’t watch a lot of TV anymore. 

I can’t get excited about 21st-century sitcoms. 

And today, most dramas are a series of beautiful people making a hash of it until after the last commercial break — and then doing it all again seven days later. 

But I remember long-ago days of my dad growling at me for watching too much TV. I remember watching TV from 7 p.m. till bedtime, even on weeknights. Saturdays included early-morning cartoons, and summers were a cornucopia of reruns. Those days were good. 

So I have made it my mission to introduce my 10-year-old to the TV shows that once held me rapt. I also wanted to make sure that when cultural illusions were made to these shows, she’d get the reference: 

  1. Wonder Woman (a fave)
  2. I Love Lucy (another fave)
  3. Greatest American Hero (who can forget that theme song?!)
  4. Gilligan’s Island (shouldn’t we all know who Gilligan is?)

Soon, she’ll also have a chance to see Mission Impossible, The Incredible Hulk, Dukes of Hazzard, and Star Trek (most of them). 

What am I missing? What other shows should be on our Netflix list?

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Narnia: Why the Order Matters

 

The Narnia Tales box set.

Circa-1970s, a complete set of the Narnia Tales -- in the right order.

 This week I bought my third complete set of the Narnia Tales. 

 I don’t buy every set of the Narnia Tales that I see, of course, but within seconds of seeing this one, I clutched it tight. 

 The books, you see, were in the right order. 

 The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe, Prince Caspian, et al, ending with The Last Battle

 When HarperCollins became the publisher in 1994, the books were  reordered to chronological order, rather than C.S. Lewis’ published-book order. New sets begin with The Magician’s Nephew, which is book 6 of 7, for pete’s sake!) 

 I consider the series’ reordering about money and not the purported reason given by Douglas Gresham, Lewis’ stepson. Gresham’s and HarperCollins’ reason was based on a 1957 letter Lewis wrote to a little American girl: 

 I think I agree with your [chronological] order for reading the books more than with your mother’s. The series was not planned beforehand as she thinks. When I wrote The Lion I did not know I was going to write any more. Then I wrote P. Caspian as a sequel and still didn’t think there would be any more, and when I had done The Voyage I felt quite sure it would be the last, but I found I was wrong. So perhaps it does not matter very much in which order anyone read them. I’m not even sure that all the others were written in the same order in which they were published. 

Clearly Lewis was being nice to a little girl who didn’t have much imagination — and even less patience. 

Furthermore, Lewis never made a move to have the original publisher change the order. Did he think that perhaps God had as much to do with the order as anything, given that he never expected to write more than one? (I like to think so.) 

 Today’s society wants everything now, Now, NOW. Much like the Blueberry Girl in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. (And we all know what an unfortunate end she had.)  The chronological order appeals to that crowd. 

 Decades ago when I made my first foray way through the Narnia Tales, I was enthralled to learn the back story late in the game. (“Oh, that’s who the professor was?!”) And I was thrilled to see Lucy and Edmond again in The Horse and His Boy when I’d thought all hope was lost of seeing them ever again. 

Those misguided enough to buy one of today’s ill-ordered complete sets will never know the homecoming  joy they would have discovered had they stuck to the original order. 

Stick to the real order.

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Remembering Dick Francis

Dick Francis, jockey, mystery writer

In Dick Francis' nine-year steeplechase career, he won about 350 races.

Dick Francis died February 14, 2010.

An author I discovered when I was in about seven grade, I toted his books with me for decades, beginning with, I remember well, Nerve.

My riding instructor had introduced me to him, knowing that I was a reader, and knowing that I was crazy about horses and jumping. Like he was.

Eventually I caught up with everything he’d already published, and I began waiting impatiently till his next year’s new offering hit the shelves.

In those early years of reading Francis, I read for the thrill of joining his under-estimated protagonists — who had reached into the depths of their souls by the last pages — as well as the sheer joy of galloping around the courses with him. (Clutching the reins! An explosion of muscles hurtling forward! The sounds of 1,200 pounds of horse digging for breath! And the quiet crunching of oats in a stall, and the smell of alfalfa.)

As an adult and writer, I grew to appreciate his writing. This man knew how to open a book. He knew leads, and he understood the wandering reader’s mind long before TV, the Internet, and science told us our attention spans longed for 3-seconds increments.

In the ’90s, I interviewed him for The Seattle Times, and had a hard time squelching my hero-worship to make way for journalistic objectivity. His wife, Mary, and his son, Felix (who became a co-writer after Mary died), were also there. We met at the Four Seasons in downtown Seattle on a Sunday afternoon, and it became a highlight of my writing/reading life.

Francis, I learned after he’d died, was born on Halloween in 1920. He died on Valentine’s Day. A sweet life.

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Ode to Robin

2003 Saturn Ion 2

My 2003 Saturn Ion 2, which was actually made in Springhill, Tennessee.

Last year, my beloved Robin (i.e., my 2003 Saturn Ion 2) was  orphaned.

General Motors ditched the Saturn brand, couldn’t pawn it off on any other buyer, and so let the American-made subsidary die after a scant 25 years.

I had been happily on my second Saturn, with the Ion following an 1993 SL1.

Once GM abandoned ship, my heart just wasn’t in it to continue with the brand — as much as I’ve been happy with Robin.

So today I said good-bye when I traded it in for a 2010 Ford Escape.

I had wanted to get a Saturn from the day I first heard about them back in the early 1990s: a different kind of company, a different kind of car.

  1. Saturn salespeople were low-pressure.
  2. The cars were made in America.
  3. I could drop one off a cliff and walk away.

So why did the company go belly up? General Motors higher-ups and the union. Neither wanted a different kind of status quo.

At heart, I’ll always be a Saturn person. I’ll keep my car for at least seven years. I’ll aim for American — although nothing is just American anymore.

May whoever buys Robin love her and get another seven or more years out of her,

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